you know sometimes talking to friends make me realize more things whether it is useful or useless but what SH said the other day is quite true. "when youre young you try to draw a circle when your circle dont even look like a circle then your teacher starts to correct you and teach you how to draw a real circle. and now everyone's circles look the same, round and in-shape then you start to realize everyone's drawing and thinking roughly the same things and you try so hard to find back the out-of-shape circle you used to draw when you're young." it applies the same like: we're happy because of so many random things when we're young, when our parents bring us to those biggg indoor playroom like the one at ehub, playing with balls and having a simple meal at either macs or kfc with your small friends and their parents. small kids holding hands and having bday parties at macs cos its cool! we dont even know what happiness and sadness until we reach a certain age whereby life says okay this is sad and this is happy and we start to classify different emotions and thats when we dont even know if we're happy or sad. and we start to find our happiness.